not that i'd ever admit it out loud

"when was the last time i saw you?"
"last wednesday i think."
"feels like much longer than that."
"too long?"
"not that i'd ever admit it out loud, but, yeah."

"You’re lucky that “I miss you” is part of your vocabulary — the rest of us have to get creative, find alternatives like happy thanksgiving or what was that book you recommended again or even silence, on occasion." http://thoughtcatalog.com/2012/questions-i-have-for-people-in-relationships/#1JZ2fR8mIz2y2cmQ.99